Genesis 37:30 in the King James Version
And he returned unto his brethren, and said, The child is not; and I, whither shall I go?
Context
29 Reuben returned to the pit, and saw that Joseph wasn’t in the pit; and he tore his clothes.
30 He returned to his brothers, and said, “The child is no more; and I, where will I go?”
31 They took Joseph’s tunic, and killed a male goat, and dipped the tunic in the blood.