Job 9:21 in the King James Version
Though I were perfect, yet would I not know my soul: I would despise my life.
Context
20 Though I am righteous, my own mouth will condemn me. Though I am blameless, it will prove me perverse.
21 I am blameless. I don’t respect myself. I despise my life.
22 “It is all the same. Therefore I say he destroys the blameless and the wicked.