Philemon 1:13 in the King James Version
Whom I would have retained with me, that in thy stead he might have ministered unto me in the bonds of the gospel:
Context
12 I am sending him back. Therefore receive him, that is, my own heart,
13 whom I desired to keep with me, that on your behalf he might serve me in my chains for the Good News.
14 But I was willing to do nothing without your consent, that your goodness would not be as of necessity, but of free will.